Just said good bye to Yannis and Alex. I don’t know how to deal with this. I’m flailing.
I have to say good bye to my friends today and tomorrow. I’m not going to see these people for three months and after that they’ll be living in different buildings. It’s never going to be the same. I’m never going to be able to just wander into their rooms or just sit and do homework or just eat in their rooms. I don’t feel ready for this yet.
It also feels really weird because my roommate’s side of the room is empty now. I still have to start packing up my stuff to move to Rubin. And that won’t be for another week. Which means that I’ll be all by myself. I HATE THIS. I’M HAVING A BREAKDOWN ABOUT THIS. PLEASE MAKE IT STOP.
Will you still love me when I’ve got nothing but my aching soul?
05.18.13
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